The fire that burns brightest consumes the most

"I want to drink ONLY from His chalice of pain."                                                        Mother TheresaIn between calls at work yesterday I picked up a copy of an old TIME magazine and flicked through to an article about Mother Teresa. The article was discussing her almost fifty-year long period of 'deep darkness' - a time in which her faith that her prayers were being listened... Continue Reading →


Too funny

This guy actually reminds me of Master...just in a "Here's a phone, call someone who cares" kinda

Shock factor

I've always thought that getting a reaction out of people is great. Not in the sense that I openly do things to shock people, like wear emo/goth/scary-looking clothing or have green hair, I generally just like to look very innocent and drop hints that there may be 'another side' to me.For some reason at work... Continue Reading →

Do I attract psychopaths?

After my recent blast from the past criminal and perhaps psychopathic ex-owner situation, I thought it might be interesting to take the 'Are you a psychopath test?'Are you a psychopath?A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met a guy whom she did Not know. She thought this guy was amazing. She believed... Continue Reading →

Working girlie

As of Monday I became a working girlie again by beginning a new temp job that will fill my days for the next 8 weeks. Several months ago I announced that I was giving up working because slavery was a 'full time job' and being a full-time slave required that I didn't do anythingthat would... Continue Reading →

Hanging from the May pole

Well, the last party for May is over. It's a bit sad to think that there's nothing left in the social play calendar this month, but as I'm approaching red plague and starting a new (but temporary!) job on Monday, it's probably a good thing.The evening started with a scrummy Japanese dinner cooked by yours... Continue Reading →

The truth is out there somewhere

A couple of weeks ago I had a lovely, but brief visit from a dear friend from Alice Springs. She knew my former owner and we all used to work together like one happy family. She also knew about our D/s relationship and was endlessly curious and supportive at the same time. When we broke up, she was... Continue Reading →

May, the month of many parties

Two of the three parties scheduled to receive our presence this month are over and done with. Two nights in a row I've gone to bed in the early hours of the a.m. and I'm a saggier bag for it.  Friday night was host to an unusual and completely unexpected smallish gathering at an ultra-modern dungeon-slash-house-slash-why is everything... Continue Reading →


 I have a question...Do you think someone with a violent criminal background should get involved with the lifestyle?On the surface, this one looks like a no-brainer, but after mulling it over for several days I've decided that it's actually quite complex to answer. I mean, you've got to look at it from both sides of the fence... Continue Reading →

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