The right position (NSFW)

I was bored.

Like, really,really, OMFG-breathing-is-boring, kind of bored so having nothing else to do but eat yet another easter egg, I instead went over to check on what porn updates occurred while we were away. And I found a shoot that just pushes all the right buttons for me:

*mops brow*

Yeah, I don’t know what it is, but something about that uncomfortable position, the wide-openess of it all and the cock up the ass, that just makes me all sorts of juicy.

And there’s another shot:

…which is not just hot for the whole tied-to-a-wooden-plank angle, but the look on her face.

It’s the damn-this-hurts-they-don’t-pay-me-enough-for-this look that really pushes my buttons.

I’m hankering to have a look at the vids, but because I’ve had four releases since December last year and nothing at all for the past two months with nothing at all on the horizon, I’m not going to. I’m just not masochistic enough to watch porn that pushes my buttons without the ability to get down and dirty with my hitachi afterwards.

I had a little bit of a whine to Master about my release-drought earlier. I suggested to him that ‘getting’ something would make me much more willing to ‘give’ something, as in, when I have releases, I feel much more sexier in general and get into the nakedness and boots headspace quite easily. Whereas, without releases, I feel like a dried up old hag, who if you suggest nakedness and boots to, will likely laugh in your face.

I like to think of myself as an engine – keep me churning over and I’ll stay lubed and raring to go, but shut me down and dust will choke the fuel lines and I’ll need more than a jump-start to even tick over.

But I don’t think he gets it. And even if he does get it, he doesn’t care.

Yes, ladies and gentlemen, that concludes my rant for the day and also sums up nicely reason #562 of why it sometimes sucks to be a slave.

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8 thoughts on “The right position (NSFW)

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  1. if you want too all you need to be to do is be pleasing and good and be more naked and booted about the house without having to be told to do so, after all you are the silver thingy wearer aren’t you

  2. Is he being deprived of releases as well?

    It really doesn’t seem to be doing you or your head-space any good to be constantly going without. How are you supposed to feel like a sexual being without the sex?

  3. Darn you with those pictures. Please refrain from reminding me just how badly I need to find someone whom I can tie up and abuse in abuse in that manner. ;-p (I’m joking.)

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