Just between you and me, I still like slave girl porn

Ever since the Great Switcheroo of 2011, I’ve had some problems deciding what is appropriate Mistress behaviour and what is not. Looking at most Femdom porn, you’d assume that only ball-crushing and strap-on use is du jour. I always feel like using a strap-on is going to give me a hernia (yes, I’ve seen too many episodes of Sex and the City) and because I don’t have a point of reference for balls, I don’t get much joy from ball-crushing.

That point of reference thing is actually fairly important because I enjoy doing things that I have first-hand knowledge of i.e. I want to do things that were done to me.

Unfortunately for him, I experienced quite a few ouchie things in my stint as a slave.

(Remember what I said about not doing the switcheroo with someone who you’ve dommed? Yeah, I can’t emphasize that point enough.)

I’d imagine that everyone who reads here is very curious about what it is that we do as Mistress and slave. While I have my evil moments, generally speaking, I’m still trying to reconcile my thoughts of being a former slave. And this is not helped by my continuing enjoyment of slave girl porn.

In the early days of the switcheroo I didn’t feel it was appropriate for me to be watching boys playing with girls. I dabbled in Femdom men in pain style porn, but I didn’t really find it titillating.

These days whenever I need a porn fix, I go back to my stock standard Sex & Submission/Fucked & Bound/Pornhub (category hentai or bondage). But I always have a bit of a guilty feeling while watching it.

Can you have latent submissive thoughts while owning a collared slave?

(And this is exactly why I never understand switches…how do you keep things straight in your head?)

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